In all these years..all the places I've been to, I've never ever imagined that I wanted to be with anyone. Hope I'm being good at it my love, cause there's nothing more I want than to be with you and to love you and to make you happy. I was absolutely alright by myself, but I never wanted to look deep in me. I knew I'd find a little emptiness and I dreaded a sigh that would originate from that feeling. It would scare me cause I wouldn't be able to solve it, as I wouldn't know the reason. How would I? I didn't know you then! Doesn't that seem absurd now!!! I feel like I've known you all my life now, even from before this life, if that's possible.

You tell me always that how I behave is alright and you like it   but see jaan.. I'm not used to feeling angered this easily about anything. Nothing was as important, obviously. Anger, jealousy, whatever you may call it, I feel it and its all so new to me! I get overwhelmed and blinded by them at times. I get defensive around anything and everything that comes around you. I hope it never bothers you, cause I don't think I'm capable of changing; and I really don't want to either.

You're all I ever wanted and I love being addicted to you! My only drug of choice, you are my life now and I wouldn't have it any other way. There may be a million things that go against us, I promise to never give up, never let go. We will take care of them, and I will take care of you. Not only today, tomorrow or the day after. But I will be beside you every second of my life, as long as you're happy with me around you. I may have told you this before, that only YOU can get rid of me. If I may be a little arrogant here, let me say that I believe that you shall never feel that way. I never could imagine giving authority on myself to someone or something. Ever! But you're not just anybody. As much as I love surrendering myself to you, it blows my mind away.

All the million ways I've entertained myself, or attempted to; music, intoxication; the smell of your wet skin when you sleep on me, is what I crave for. Over and over again I want you. All my life, and if there be next ones.
You are mine Mrs. Naziha A. Dhar! As I'm all yours.